Star Struck Style

I’m a little out of sorts this morning — both physically and mentally — and I don’t know why.

Yesterday wasn’t the greatest day for me. I had a very expensive dentist appointment. If that wasn’t enough to ruin the day, then the provincial election I discussed in yesterday’s post did not go my way. Still, I don’t believe that either of those things are the reason that I feel ill at ease today.

I booked a massage for Thursday morning. That ought to help me feel better. Chances are, I’ll feel better this evening when the moon enters my first house. Having the moon in my twelfth house on a day that Venus is conjoining my midheaven has me a little paranoid that I’m not going to be able to keep up with the demands of my job after taking an extra day off for my dental procedure. That paranoia is probably unfounded, but that’s the twelfth house for you! Once I get to work, this underlying tension will probably just melt away. I’ll be too busy to worry about feeling stressed-out.

But even if do shake this feeling, I’m still going to keep my massage appointment. I’m also going to resolve to get back into the gym now that I’ve mostly caught up with my yardwork. Besides the fitness classes I teach, I haven’t been doing much else as far as exercise is concerned. With Chiron sitting in opposition to my ascendant, however, I’ve acknowledged that I’m not getting any younger. Trying to keep up to a level of activity that I maintained throughout my forties probably isn’t wise in my fifties. Now I just have to work on modifying my routine so that I don’t feel like avoiding it altogether.

I’ll see if that works! I’m also going to pay attention as Chiron moves back and forth over my descendant. I’d like to know if it is indeed the culprit in this current scenario. If my energy levels pick up once it has moved forward, I suppose that I’ll know. In the meantime, I just need to do whatever I can to be kind to my body. It’s the only one I’ve got!